A LIL HILARIOUS. Tuesday, April 24, 2007

i believe many hates badhair cuts! the above is a fine example of a BADHAIR CUT DAY. WHY? COS MISS WONG DECIDED TO BE A TAD TOO AMBITIOUS AND CUT HER OWN HAIR. as can be seen from the pict, i looked like wayyyy kuckooo. and i swear that i'll never look like that again. ever. =) and just a gentle reminder, please do not save this picture and circulate it around. especially MS CHOW who loves to do such things (embarassing her friends-esp ME!) i believe people like ms lim and some others have seen tt horrendous hair and they all have shown their disgusts on their faces... oh well....an accident my friend. AN ACCIDENT! HEH HEH HEH. AND FRET NOT! I DO NOT LOOK LIKE THAT NOW! AFTER A TRIP TO THE SALON! EVERYTHING CHANGES! WHOOOOO! SO ON AH HAO 'S BIRTHDAY, AS CAN BE SEEN IN THE PICT BELOW, I BELIEVE I LOOK LIKE A DOLL! MUAHAHAHAHA! kidding kidding, please dun puke! new hair! not short-not long hair! =) not very satisfactory! i want to LOOK LIKE HER! (PICT BELOW! kapook from jia's blog =p) super chio right! but FIRST I HAVE TO CUT LIKE DAMN SHORT AND LOSE LIKE LOTSA WEIGHT TO GET THAT SLEEK FACE SHAPE AND BODY! MUAHAHAHA! AS FOR NOW, MAYBE I'LL LOOK LIKE THIS. PLEASE SCROLL DOWN. BYE BYE AND STUDY HARD FOR THOSE WHO ARE MUGGING! [11:51 PM]

BRAIN SQUEEZE. Saturday, April 21, 2007

i've started mugging today and needless to say, studying aint a wonderful thing. can't wait to wash my hands off studying for a longlongggg period. kinda feel the burn-out lately, still, have to continue fighting to maintain good grades. was deciding between tp and amk, then considering tt black piggyy said over msn that he has so much to study without sufficient time, decided not to bugg him at amk. heeheehee. so yea, studying was done at tp, not much covered today, still in the process of revving up my brain motor. hee. on a happier note, should be damn well glad tt this's the last mugging period of my life, as compared to black piggy who has got like three more years...heh heh...*evil laugh.. this semester's kinda okay for us, no quarrels , no nothing. heh. maybe cos he's got a much nicer and understanding girlfriend compared to last term. GRINS. HEE HEE HEE. and we did meet up ocasionally during special occasions. and can say black piggy puts in more effort as well =) but kinda can't help wondering bout the future, will we still stay the way we are after i've gone into working life? will we be able to adjust our time to accomodate one another? so many questions. not that it matters alot, but can't help thinking. ultimately, still have to trust that love will works things out! yea! yest's the 20th, five more months to our three years <3 miss u so much and hope u're coping well=) [3:46 AM]

=) Wednesday, April 18, 2007

hello-byebye. i had nice porridge in the wee hours. and hooked onto bowling. i am happy. [5:01 AM]

thru the looking glass. Monday, April 16, 2007

sometimes it sucks being a girl, cos girls gets very much emotional certain times. and this is exactly the time when my emotions try to get the better of me. been thinking alot lately, bout certain stuffs, certain thoughts, feelings. can't really register it clearly. nor wish to define it,nor to put a name to it, nor to attach some significance. maybe because of fear. not really sure of the answers i'm looking for. cold hard reality. dreams of emptiness, casablanca hopes. all sounds like nothingness. read a good book today, and it paints a really beautiful picture. one that i crave for. the perfect solitude. but like many other fantasies, it exists in fairytales and storybooks only. if only dreams can be easily lived, then we wouldn't be building castles in the air. singapore's so constrained, it feels like living hell sometimes. i needa getaway at times like this. with someone who will understand what the hell i'm talking about or thinking, this minute, this hour. maybe everything has not fall into place. yet. but i'll find the answers. and i'll wish that....nevermind, somethings are better left unsaid. i know i sound a tad confusing right now, but i just need to get everything off, everything random. study period is coming soon. be my last mugging period, and i know i'll hate it. but maybe love it at the same time. made a record breaking 5 beary sundaes today. ha! and i'll treat u to *full bear bear if u want =) i can't really fathom why the hell i'm blabbering. ignore me. [4:26 AM]

BEGINNING OF AN END. Friday, April 13, 2007

wedesday marks the end of classes. that day was eh..kinda sentimental?? heh. sweetlilyan makes nice farewell cards for us. being nice, i promise i will not type out what she wrote on my card =) as for jee, she sounds kinda emo-emo. should have made her cry. muahahaha! and yea she typed a 8 page long sms saying how much she will miss us and so. especially me i think. ha! so after class, we were gathered around mega bites (our fav hangout for lunch dinner supper)-kidding kidding. we had many exchanges of funny stories. big contribution came from jee as usual. stories as in real life stories...so freaking funny, i swear i'll roll on the floor in time to come. weirdly, the last day of SCHOOL dint really affect me much, maybe i've kinda learnt how to separate the situations from the feelings?? haha! not as noble as u think =) what i did, was taking picts of the building, the bus-stop and the dearest bridge i climb everyday. quite silly i know. but please dun laugh at me. so erm, cheers to school. cheers to the wonderful friends i made. cheers to the not-so-yummy school snacks. cheers to project mates who (fill.in.the.blanks) cheers to mega bites and noodles. cheers to koi pond. cheers to u and me. okay this is quite random, but i'm very happy with my new garment steamer. no ironing board needed. cheers to mummy for spending $30 times 190 stamps =p my house is full of groceries. i think we can feed many pigs. if u're hungry and starving, u can pay me a visit. oh yea, celebrated hao's birthday on tuesday. and i hope he's happy with his cake and ktving. and he sings like andy lau i swear. will post picts once i get hold of them from dumbdumbmun! hee hee. and yest was spent happily eating late night supper, and bowling at marina bay with roy and gang. reached home closed to 7 am . am dead tired. and i kinda like slept the whole day today. ok, more like yest. negotiation's eveluation report is done and more than ready to submit tmr. and i can't really understand why certain people will choose to drag their individual's part deadlines at the expense of others. shhheeshhh, no big deal, should have gotten used to it. should be more or less time to settle down and mugggg hard for exams. wish me luck! will miss everyone! pls dun call me out after the 19th of April. will go miaing. if u can't get me, i'll get back to u after my exams! =) hello black piggy! do well for your exams! and i'll reward u with eh..... A BIGGG FAT KISS! MUAHAHAHAHAHAA =) [3:54 AM]

hello- Sunday, April 08, 2007

i swear my blog is so dead. and i've caught the flu bug, and one biggy pimple on my chin. all thanks to roy. LOL! [3:08 AM]

KEY OF UR HEART. Tuesday, April 03, 2007

i want to write something. just something. recollections of fond memories, of the bad as well, heart-wrenching moments, expressions of euphoria, day-to-day happenings. i want to put everything down here, as much as i can. but seems like everything's stuck up in the mind. how much i wrote in the past couldn't seems to capture the exact details, the exact feelings, emotions. something's missing. and when i look back, i couldnt help feeling a lil devastated. if only the mind has a tape recorder, one that is constantly playing. one that captures all single lil details. cos u see, many a times i feel incomplete without each and every single previous lil memory. i can remember the happiness, joy, pain, hurt, sorrow and every other emotions that goes with it. but that's not enough. i wnat to paint an exact picture in my mind. a step-to-step orderly recollection. thats how insane i get sometimes. the human brain's deficit is one that i'm not very happy with. or maybe just mine. i read a story not long ago, about how everyone has this lil key. this lil key is the key to happiness. this lil key can be deposited at many places..work, relationships, family, friends. when deposited at a particular area, that particular area is the only source to happiness. when things go wrong at such areas, or when such areas did not meet up to our expectations, we find no joy in life. i've placed this lil key of mine in many diff areas during my growing up process. and sometimes i wonder, am i being truely happy? it seems like i've been constantly trying to please. to make others happy, sometimes at the expense of myself. i've grown up a good 22 years without acknowledging the importance of that lil key. at young,i've placed that lil key with my family for as long as i can remember. i've never been truely happy till i was 18 i guess. relationship with my brother, as most of my closer friends know, has never been good. i hated him to the core. not out of plain jealousy, but cos of the ridiculous things that he demanded from my parents, for making life as difficult as possible for me. we fought like cats and dogs, and the amount of blood lost in the process can soak many tissues. i've placed it at my favourite sports, getting high whenever i cleared the bar at high jump, crossing every hurdles, running every single kilometers, shooting hoops, and many many others. i've placed it too with friends, enjoying dates with them. the simple things like catching up over coffee. i've placed it at the wrong areas too, wanting to get a feel of a rebellious teenager trying to find her own identity. i've been dead drunk on the street, hanging out with the wrong cliques, swearing and cursing. acting like an "ah-lian" at times. this is my past, one past that i never find happiness in. at 19, i've placed the key with my boyfriend. the first guy i ever placed tt lil key with,or constantly try to. the past two relationships before i was 19 was insignificant, cos i simply do not know what love is really about. back to the present one, i've placed tt lil key a good deal of time in him. everything simply have to resolve around him. for a long period, my happiness seems to come from this one source only. but there were many disappointments, tears and unhappy moments. i constantly ask myself what has been going wrong? why is the only one thing that makes me happy, makes me very unhappy at times? at times, it felt that i'm missing out on sufficient attention, care and concern. This often dampened my mood for other stuffs. friends, family, sports do not seem to be able to put smiles back onto my face. however, overtime as our relationship grows with time, i slowly learn to take back tt lil key. i find myself much happier, not relying on someone else to give me happiness. tt nonchalent attitude has kept me happy a good deal of time, i try to slowly release, release the dependance that i know i can never really get from him. this makes me happier, the process wasn't easy. but i'm proud so far. that lil key will still be with him at times, but it will be with me more, a good deal of time. learning to keep that lil key with me has made me a happier person thus far. i try to take it back from work, family, friends, boyfriend. the process ain't easy, but the outcome is definitely rewarding. i find my own source of happiness. and if i cant find it, i create it. keep tt lil key with u, and u'll find urself much happier =D i'm still trying. [2:38 AM]

CLOTHES FIESTA. Thursday, March 29, 2007

I WANT TO GET ALLL THESEEE!!! THEY ARE SOOO GORGEOUS!!!!!! BUT I CANNOT WASTE MONEY!! =( MAYBE I'LL GET ONE FIRST =D [2:31 AM]

REVIVE UR SENSES. Monday, March 26, 2007

WhOohHhOOOOO! HONG KONG'S TRIP BEEN CONFIRMED! from the 15th to the 19th of May after my exams! can't wait and hope to catch up with the gurlies then! mich, munting, peizhi and myself! 4 girlies power! yay! we'll go tieshatsui to find gansters! YES! AND MICHELLE WANTS TO JOIN THE GANG THERE I THINK=D will MISS ROY'S BIRTHDAY THOUGH! SO AYE ROY!!! DUN BE SAD KAY..HEEHEEE, I'LL GET SOME NICE LIL PRESSIE BACK FOR U! so enjoy urself with the rest! and someone might bake u a cake. hahaha! GO GET A BBQ!!!!! BUT I'LL FEEL DAMN SAD IF U DO, COS I'LL MISS THE BBQ FOOD AND THE COMPANY OF COS!!! heee..kidding...most impt enjoy ur 25th birthday old man! **i'm gonna get killeddd.... and needless to say, the one i'll miss most will be the black piggyyy!!!! heee, but black piggy hates shopping places like hongkong =( but its okay, i'll do the shopping for him and get him lotsa goodiesss back =p maybe he'll be a nice boyfriend and sent me to the airport? *hahaha.. flight's in the morning..so hate mornings..but no choice! and i need to set a budget for this trip or else i'll be damn broke. think i'll budget arnd 700. asked mum the other time:" do u want to be a nice mummy and sponsor me 500 bucks for my trip? i promise i'll get u nice goodies!" MY MUM JUST KEPT QUIET. lol...at least its not a NO! but not a Yes as well...haha...shall see:) I DUN LIKE IT WHEN TT HAPPENS. BUT IT'S KINDA OVERTLY SENSITIVE TO FEEL THAT WAY. COS I KNOW I'LL DO THAT TOO. NEVERMIND, I'M CONTRADICTING MYSELF. [3:54 AM]

BRAIN JUICE SQUEEZE. Thursday, March 22, 2007

i've been staring at blogger's blank page for quite sometime. and i really mean like SOMETIME! i stared and stared, then i choose to busy myself with other stuffs, like chatting with seng on msn, disturbing jack on msn, replying seng's comments on friendster, blog-hopping! replying tagboard comments, online sprees, checking emails and student portal, organizing some photo frame, searching for some useless stuff among a 1001 stuffs in my drawer,listening to songs. all those i had finished doing. so now, i'm stuck at blogger's page. but hey! there's a difference! cos i'm actually like bloggginggggg now! hahaha! i told yanyan just now tt i'll update my blog, so gotta stick to my promise! anyway, it's really amazing why i'm not asleep at this hour (guess yan is sleeping lke a pig now)... BECAUSE I STAYED UP THE WHOLE NIGHT yesterday TO DO THE TEDIOUS STRATEGIC MGMT REPORT!!!!!!!! ITS A STRAIGHT 14 HOURS OF ANALYTICAL WORK. i feel like most of my brain cells are killed. the word count limit is 4000 words, so when i completed the report, i almost faint. its a bloody 7ooo plus word count. on a brighter note, that kick-ass report is finally submitted and i feel so freee! whoooo! =) okay, maybe like now only. MC TEST IS APPROACHING, IN LIKE 5 DAYS? MINUS TWO DAYS OF FULL-SHIFT WORK AT THE CAFE, TIME IS SO LIMITED. yea some ppl will go like-WHO ASK U WORK SO MUCH! BUT!! ITS ONLY TWO FULL DAYS OUT OF SEVEN DAYS! =) young people must earn money while they can u know, and also built stress, the more stress the better! so that we can be MENTALLY STRONGER! SO I'LL CONTINUE STRESSING MYSELF WITH TIGHT DATELINES! WAHAHAHA! and i'm terribly sorry for people who's been trying to get me these days. really sorry for ignoring most of ah hao's calls and i haven apologise nor spoke to him yet since tt day i flew him an aeroplane. it wasn't intentional, and i remembered only when mun reminded me i was supposed to catch a movie with him. and i'm sorry to many others whom i did not pick ur calls. and ppl whom i can't replace their shifts at work! and to s. for dragging and dragging our meet-ups.thanks for the constant suppers offer, but i'm like really caught up with lotsa stuffs. school's been terribly busy. gotta make it up. especially to hao. speaking of work at the cafe, just like what i told yan just now during our erm dinner? (weird time for dinner), i really enjoyed going to work since the new mgmt takeovers. generally nice people. especially UNCLE ALAN which i'm sure everyone will simul agree. SIM and Shuling as well. paul's the more firm one. but kinda cranky too. these people are very easy going, dun have the feeling of someone being on your back all the time. they do nag when people are not doing their jobs, or when discipline gets out of hand. like what yan said,this might cause some lil kids to get angry. i second. what i like about them is,if we do our jobs well and conduct ourselves appropriately, they pretty much let us work at our own pace. and I'M SURE MANY WILL AGREE THAT WE DO FEEL APPRECIATED. it's just something bout them. of course not forgetting fun and enjoyable colleagues like CALVIN (his cheeks can be eaten i swear!), izhar (the best working partner around), yanyan (her cheerfulness is contagious!), hazel (with her funny and silly antics! but nevertheless fun irritating her!), nat (the AUNTIE WHO LIKES TO SHOUT!), roy (best eating, chatting, joking kaki!), schenelle (full of shit, hahaha..WE ARE BOTH FULL OF SHIT TOGETHER!)...............and many more...the list can go on and on......... so u see, days at ny is kinda sunny ;) most will agree, of cos there'll be a minority few who disagrees:) nice chatting with yanyan just now, and as usual it always feel damn comfy and enjoyable hanging out with her, be it having lunch, dinner or gossiping around :) ON A HEAVIER NOTE, THE PRELIMINARY EXAM TIMETABLE IS OUT. just check it just now, and i'm seriously very not happy with some of the dates! okay, a PARTICULAR DATE! =( if there are no changes to the schedule, exam will start on the 2nd and end on the 11th. so hongkong must be after that kay! BIGG THANKS TO DARYN WHO SENT ME THIS PARTICUALR SONG OVER MSN JUST NOW. IT WILL BE ON RE-RUNS MODE FOR A LONG TIME, COS THE SONG IS SOOOOOOO NICE CAN! WAY BACK INTO LOVE i've been living with the shadows overhead i've been sleeping with the cloud above my bed i've been lonely for so long drop in the past i just can't seem to move on i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away just in case i need them again someday ive been setting aside time to clear our little space in the cornors of my mind all i wanna do is find a way back into love i cant make it thru without a way back into love i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine i've been searching but i just dun see the signs i know its out there there's gonnta be something for my soul somewhere i've been looking for someone to shed some light not just somebody to get me thru the night i could use some direction and im open to your suggestion all i wanna do is find a way back into love i cant make it thru without a way back into love and if i open my heart again i guess i'm hoping u'll be there for me in the end there are moments if i dunno if it's real or if anybody feels the way i feel i need inspiration not just another negotiation all i wanna do is find a way back into love i cant make it thru without a way back into love and if i open my heart to u i'm hoping u show me what to do and if u held me to start again u know i be there for u in the end [1:13 AM]

POOO. Wednesday, March 14, 2007

recently, there are so many birthdays. especially those of closer friends. friends like derrick, raine, ban, and tomoro is chuan's birthday! so hereby wishing MR CHUAN A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HOPE HE STAYS HAPPY ALWAYS! =) banny's 22nd birthday was celebrated at kuishinbo, this wonderful jap buffet restaurant at suntec city. we (jiao, duoteng, ban,zc and me!) went on a sunday, and guess how much it costs?? like close to 40 bucks per person! very costly! BUT definitely WORTH THR MONEY! there's a wide variety of expensive items such as crabs (i hate it cos zc keeps slashing crabjuice on us =P), lobsters(ban's fav!), salmons, choc fondue, tepanyaki, greentea icecream (to die for), chix terriyaki, some variety of prawns which i totally forgotton the names (jiao's fav!, still, in the end forces the guys to finsh her share! haha!), FRIED RICE! ( which the guys keep suaning me about.LOL!, beef stew, mixed veg (dt fav!), cottoncandy, choc and mangomousse, lotsa diff kinda sushi, and lotssss more!! YUMMYYY!!! thanks to niceeeeniceee ban for the treat! and we hoped u like ur shoe! YAY! WE SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT TWO SHOES! HEE. as usual, we took many nice picts, but since i'm lazy, have to wait longlong for the picts to be uploaded! and stupid me brought along my digicam that has only space for one shot! MUAHAHAHA! so the rest of the picts were taken by my handphone! tt explains why most of the picts are blur :( anyway, really happy to see them again! as for derrick and raine, like kinda long never meet. miss them and hope to meet up with them soon! as for today, nothing special, attended lecture in the afternoon, and had dinner with my parents. daddy who normally hates wasting food, gave up on the tomyam noodles just now. u can imagine how spicy it is. i think THE BLACK PIGGY WILL LOVE IT. cept gotta make it vegetarian, and add like hundred more chilli padi in it. hahaha! and i bought clothes again! =( i know i've been spending lotsa money on clothes, but i promise i'll be a good good girl in future. but the armyy shorts and white top i bought today is like a must-buy! cos its freaking cheap and nice!!! :) yet to explore one biggg mega store! but in another way, i'm dreading it. super super happy with the black jumper shorts i bought the day before yest i think. OKAY I SOUND SO BIMBOTIC!!!!! i should start talking about books and such, so that i'll sound so book-worm and knowledgeable. =))))))))))))))) i hope the color group is not giving u any more headache, and i really wish that ur event will go like veryyyyyyyyyy smoothlyyyyy, which i think it will. cos U PUT IN SO MUCH EFFORT & HARD WORK! AND I REALLLY REALLLYYY HOPE THAT U TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF, EAT WELL, SLEEP WELL. (WHICH I KNOW U WILL TELL ME: IMPOSSIBLE!) ANYWAY NO NEED TO WORRY ABOUT U, U KNOW UR LIMITS. so continue to work hard, continue to stress, and most importantly, MISS ME! COS I MISS U SOOO MUCH! =) [9:59 PM]

IDEALIZM? NOPE. Thursday, March 08, 2007

the past few days have been rejuvenating. very very veryyyy much so. why? COS I HAVE TAKEN LOTS & LOTSSSS OF TIME OUT TO SLEEEEEPP!! badly needed sleep alright, cos i 've been rushing like tons of projects. since the end of chinese new year period, school has been like WHOOSH! all projs at one go! can finally take a biggg sigh of relieve after the coverletter&resumewriting, managing change and interview self reflection proj is over =D this week's like a "week-taken-to-rest". so that i can restore the amount of energy needed to face the next wave of projs............the one on STRATEGIC MGMT is a killer! i'm sure alot of people will agree with me. then its left with workplace negotiations, managing change test, and WIL. after which will be EXAMS!! and FINALLY, i'll be an official ROYAL MELBOURNE INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY GRADUATE! =) kinda exciting, and i can't wait to embark on my career:)))) kinda looking forward to that hongkong trip with frens too, but very very very upset that ming can't go=( well, confirmation not done yet cos ticks not booked and all. so shall see, might or might not be going. and dates must be after the 7th of MAY. got to go shop for present for dear's mum's birthday which is on the 7th May, and i should not tell the pig. cos most prolly: 1) he willl not go shop with me. 2) he will ask me not to buy, or say "anything la" HAHAHA =) so best, dun ask any opinions from him, just go and buy! and "PURSUIT OF HAPP-Y-NESS" IS DEFINITELY A MUST'WATCH KAY! someone cried lotssss and lotsss of timess...see how touching the show is?? ahahahah!! shhhhh.... personally, i like it. OR RATHER, MORE LIKE LOVEEEE IT ! and and i want to go to IT FAIR!!! BUT SENG DECIDED TO PANG SEH ME AND GO ON DAYS WHICH I'M WORKING!!!!!! HOW CAN LIKE THAT! hee, but nevermind, cos i dun really have the time to go down, maybe nicenice him can help me get some stuffs?? heh heh. and and and i can't wait to meet hao on the 14th , been sucha longgg time since i last saw him, confirm got lots to catch up! :) and and and and the service at SHOP AND SAVE TOAPAYOH is horrendous! omg, think i'll take a long time to put the details down here, if u're interested or kpo come ask me kay! AND I WANT TO CATCH DREAM GIRLS! most prolly pig will not be free to watch it with me, cos its his busy busy busy period (yea i hate periods like these), so ANYONE INTERESTED?? HEEHEE. anyone x'cept -s. and and and and and i really got to start STRATEGIC MGMT! but before i go, here's a song i really reallyyy like. its been on replay mood since ages ago. Listen to the song here in my heart a melody I start but can't complete Listen to the sound from deep within Its only beginning to find release Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard They will not be pushed aside and turned Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen [chorus] Listen I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home in my own home And I've tried and tried To say whats on my mind You should have known Now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling I'm more than what You've made of me I followed the voice, you gave to me But now I've gotta find my own You should have listened There was someone here inside Someone I thought had died So long ago Oh I'm screaming out And my dreams will be heard They will not be pushed Aside or turned Into your own All 'cause you won't listen [chorus] Listen I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home in my own home And I've tried and tried To say whats on my mind You should have known Now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling I'm more than what You've made of me I followed the voice, you gave to me But now I've gotta find my own You should have listened I don't know where I belong But I'll be moving on If you don't, if you won't Listen to the song here in my heart A melody I start, but I will complete Now I am done believing you You don't know not what I am feeling I'm more than what you've made of me I followed the voice you think you gave to me But now I got to find my own - my own I BELIEVE IT PORTRAYS THE FEELINGS OF MANY WOMEN. IT PORTRAYS MINE. MING, I HOPE U LIKE THIS, AND I REALLY WISH U'LL BE FINE WHEREVER U'RE. CHEER UP AIGHTS! U'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY PRAYERS! =) my tamagotchi pet died the second time today! after the shit can't be cleared, thEn the cemetery and cross sign appeared after keeping it in darkness (WITH THE SHIT) for eh 32 hours? WAHAHAHA! i do not want u to start just becos i started it or i complained. i want u to initiate on ur own. geddit? stuffs like good night messages still means alot to me. [11:23 PM]

kill me. =D Monday, March 05, 2007

ME: SHOULD I CUT SHORT HAIR? BOYFRIEND: ITS UP TO YOU. WHEN U ASK ME, U ALREADY HAVE A DECISION BUT U JUST WANT ME TO DECIDE. SO GO WITH YOUR MIND, COS THAT'S YOUR HAIR. GUYS.................... [1:32 PM]

CNY BLAST. Thursday, February 22, 2007

hello everybody! i'm back from the whole festive mood and i enjoyed myself tremendously this chinese new year. this year's was erm ..rather different i guess, the most enjoyable one since i was a lil girl :) as some of u guys know, my family is rather "angm0", they do not follow the so called "chinese tradition", no visitation, nothing. cept' they do give me red packets :) so this year's was spent with the piggy boyfriend, four days together, right from the start of reunion dinner. so ahhh, reunion dinner was a feast to my eyes, and of cos a feast literally. first time in my life i've seen such a wide variety of vegetarian food :) oh yea we had steamboat! yummy! then the other 3 days were spent watching movie-ghost riders together with his frens, late-night swensens, visitations to his relatives house - this i must comment! hahaha! he had like tons and tons of relatives!!! gosh!!! not that i know it the first time, but seeing so many at one time (bout 50 headcount i think) at his ahma house was rather shocking. for a moment i was momentarily dazed, and his aunt even commented to him -"why ur girlfriend stand there and stun?" HAHAHA!:), ang baos were like flowing like tap water everytime i turn and look at one of his relatives. okay maybe not that exaggerating..heee, but u get the picture somehow?" =p and THAT'S NOT ALL OF HIS RELATIVES! **faint. cos darling's always the sooo filial one helping around, had to entertain myself with his relatives, sort of force-to-eat by his auntie :) being chased out of the kitchen! :( okay that aside, we went down to his buddy's house too. some sort of his buddy's sister's birthday celebration. she's really nice and i like her alot!!! cheryl!!!!!!:) had steamboat for the second time in one day (the first's at ahma house). and i received plants!!! from his buddy! okay, maybe the seeds of the plant?? heh heh heh. thank you Mr. garvin!!!!! darling had a fun time making garvin's bed dirty and sticky i think, with chocolates, mangoes and honey dews. heh heh. and i met his "other" family for the first time too. his God daddy and the rest of the family. we had dinner at some vegetarian place. kinda posh yet homely that kind. the food's really unique. his nephew is sooo cuteeeee!!!!!!! his eyelashes is likeee soooo amazinglyyyy longgggg!!!! had a bet with dear too, and i lost!!!!!!!! wailll!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got to EAT ALL THE ORANGES IN HIS HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :( :( pray he'll forget :))))) hahahahaahaha! okayokay, enough of my long-winded chinese new year's ranting :) i hope u guys had a blast as well, and now i must get back to my boringggggg boookssss:( some pictures from way back:) the bear is SOOOO CUTE!!!!!! [7:01 AM]

LOVE IS ALL AROUND! Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL! MANY KISSES!!! MUACK MUACK MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSS! =D EVERYBODY GO HAVE A BLAST AIGHTS! do not treat v-day as a normal day aights! we must respect our forefathers and celebrate the significance of v-day! :) many many lovely valentine's messages and chocolates from lots! many thanks =p NAH-> * BIG FAT KISS* blogging from my school's computer, which is like super lousy, not comparable at all with mine at home. MUAHAHAHA:) anyway waiting for time to pass, another 10 mins, and i'll make my way down to SUNTEC CITY! heehee:) really appreciate it when the busy busyyy piggy makes the efforts to meet on this special day, although he got a quiz tomoro :)))))) *ps. thanks darling yanyan for attending noon lecture instead of morn one with me! or else it'll be damn boring:))))) [5:14 PM]

heyo! Monday, February 12, 2007

PREVIOUS POST DELETED! :) due to "go go jia you!" ha! cos i must jia you and be happy right? by the way THANK YOU YAN YAN for the "tamagochi" thingy! sooo sweeeettt!!! awwwww :) [12:28 AM]

EVERYTHING SHOULD FALL IN PLACE. Saturday, February 03, 2007

it's really kinda weird to wake up at this time of the night, or rather morning. not that i want to, but the body's kinda amazing. hahaha! cos i'm a sleepaholic, and maybe there're just too many stuffs on my mind. i'm starting to feel the heat from school as well and i can't wait to get everything started. but first, i rather things around me be organized first. like how i've been spending the past few days clearing up my ridiculously messy room. and the wardrobe is even worse with like one huge tons of shirts, jeans, and bags to be given away :) and and..and i need to alter like one huge pile of jeans as well!:( sigh...guess i'll leave that aside perhaps and put more importance on my bookshelves. that's another disaster i tell u! gosh! okay, i really should stop ranting and ranting bout how messy everything is...hahaha! getting used to the way certain things are, dun wanna care too much, dun wanna place too much hope, dun wanna adjust my time and schedule and all to accomodate. there comes many times in life when i know that i must be very understanding. but sometimes i dun really wanna be short-changed, u'know like settle for second best. in certain times, it kinda feels sucky as well, like a kid being given her favourite lollipop, and alas! the lollipop went into some drain! =D okayokay, more positively, i like my recent shopping sprees :) and work at the cafe has been like one huge kind of reshuffling. and some red t-shirt just can't understand the way we work. i guess he prefers the tortoise kind, yet we're the hare. okay maybe some of us ONLY. IF HE thinks wheelock's outlet is small and thus there's not a need for such a pace. then i guess he haven really adjust to the envivonment yet. and what's funny is that he made that comment during a full-house situation. helllo? we dun need to impress u =D what else, there's like a 101 million stuffs in me waiting to break free, but those have found a peaceful, solitude right at the very bottom of my heart, so i'll just leave it for now. i'm feeling nostalgic. but times like these will pass :) was browsing thru my pictures when i saw this pict. kinda portray my feelings right now. and i dunno why the hell i looked so worried in this pict :) can u find me? muahahaha. [6:43 AM]

:) Friday, February 02, 2007

OKAY I'M LIKE SUPPOSEDLY ""FORCE""" TO OPENLY DECLARE MY SO-CALLED "LIKING" FOR SOME GUY. BUT IT BEST REMAINS ANNONYMOUS, OR ELSE THERE WILL BE LOTSA PEOPLE CHASING AFTER ME WITH THOSE FAT HUGE CHOPPERS. ESPECIALLY SOME GIRL:) RIGHT! EH, MR. ? AND THIS POST IS KINDA NOT-TOO-BAD FOR U RIGHT, CONSIDERED ITS LKE SOME SORT OF PERSONALISED POST?? MUAHAHAHA. SO U CONTINUE UR FLOATING IN THE AIR KAY:) SO ANYWAY, MR. IS CUTE, FUNNY, IRRITATINGLY SHY, ENTERTAINING. HAMSOME(TT'S A LIE), TALENTED, ATTRACTIVE. HAHAHAHAHA! AND IF HE REALLY WANNA WOOOO SOMEONE, HE GOTTA PULL HIS SOCKS UP HIGH HIGH:) YAY!! ANY GUESSES ON WHO MR. IS???? GOT PRIZE!!!:)))) [2:54 AM]

WHY LIKE THAT! Tuesday, January 30, 2007

BOOOHOOOO! THEY SAY I LOOK LIKE A FROG!!!! HOW CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN THEY MADE ME IMITATE TT FROGGY'S FACE!!!!!!! AND THEY SAY.........................."wah! so similar!" DOTZZZZZZZZ. SO I PROTESTED VIOLENTLY.... AND SAID...... IT SHOULD BE DONE THIS WAY... AHHHH..... I KISSED MY LITTLE FROGGY...HOPING TT IT'LL TURN INTO SOME FOGGGIEE PRINCE CHARMING! BUT BUT......SIGH. ANYWAY REALLY WANNA THANK U GIRLIES! :) YAN, PING, PHYL =D [1:14 AM]

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