Orange Zen

Living a dream

- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...

i miss u.
Monday, February 20, 2006

sudd i'm at a lost for words.

we chatted just nw.
the lst time since tt period of anger.
the first real chat.
it was okay i guess.
just an update on current happenings.

he just enrolled in diving lessons. my heart skipped a beat. there's a certain degree of risk. but i can't stop him. And neither do i want to. i wan him to do the things he loves. but please do take care. i wld be worrying for u..n neither can u ask me not to worry..esp everytime u go out of singapore to dive. i care..so please do take care.

i find it hard this time to share my feelings.
maybe its after tt long awful period.
and so we talk most bout generic stuffs.
but it was nice to hear ur voice. ur crappiness even :)

the messages u sent..makes me tear. i dun wish to make u so upset.
but it upsets me too!
we need to communicate more.

we dun see each other so often. even some ppl say tt's weird! like i'm living w/o a boyfren!
but. i dun wish to change tt. dun wish to change u..ur lifestlye. cos tt will make u compromise other stuffs n make u upset.
but somehow at the very bottom of my heart..it's a lil sad.
i dun ask to c u often. but cld u be more EMOTIONALLY AVAILABLE?

i miss u. n i hope things wld be even better for us in the future.

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Lynette . 21 . Undergraduate . Sports.Music.Travel.

Dream That You've Chased

I saw a nostalgic dream
At that time we became close
Everyone understood the overflowing loneliness

By the time we realized
That something was precious, it was too late
The feelings that pass us by are always too dazzling

If I ever hurt you until you want to cry
At that time, I'll sing for you until your tears dry up

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