- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
insanity.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
i m tired. i'm so tired! haf not been sleeping well the past few days. n i just stayed up the whole nite rushiing proj w/o any sleep! i feel like taking a deep long sleep.
u're the one i confide to.. in times of distress, strifes or animosity. u're the only one i wld share my inner thoughts with, thoughts that somehow i will not ramdomly share with my very close frens. simply becos i thought u would understand. but somehow, in some way, i felt so judged yesterday.
yest i was so frustrated with certain issues. n so i just let it off my chest. i thought u would make me feel better. but i was surprise. like we're not on the same wavelength. like u make me feel tt i was wrong to have such "thoughts". i felt so..the feeling at tt time was so indescribable. u push me upon the brink of insanity. u make me reconsider a certain perspective to the "bond we have". maybe after all, u're not tt source of emotional outlet i can turn to.
the damgage is done. i need time to think.
"There are certain reasons why couples don't stay together. MAYBE LOVE AIN'T ENOUGH"