- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
a-state-of-mind.
Monday, February 06, 2006
i've been so lazy to blog! since the start of chinese new year i guess. the festive holidays indeed provide lotsa opportunities to catch up with some old frens..n also spending quality time with family. well..1st day of chinese new year i dint go BAI NIAN or can i say my family neva bai nian for sooo many years oready. Lol. i think my family situation is damn 'terok' la. relatives all dun-give-a-damn. so we're one big lazzzy family :D okay la 'cept for this one freaking-rich aunt. every year got go her hse bai nian. but this year..ehh y dint we go dad???? in the nite meet up with darling go river walk n then watch movie. lucky for tt if nnot i think it wld be a very boring 1st day of cny!! 2nd day cny i like! Lol. go to banny hse bai nian..hmmm...as usual mahjong session. their fav! hahahaha. it was fun la. but come to think of it, hanging out with them is oways fun! esp with jiao jiao, ban n zc arnd! yea :) so wat did we do? mahjong majong...n then they ordered pizza i guess. n i dint get to eat! cos darling came lata n we went down to his grandma place. .. grandma place was so rowdy! so many people..n its kinda late nite n so i dint expect so much crowd. was kinda shock. buti get to see baby avelynn!! so cute man!!!!! n she almost fall asleep on my arm :p... but darling keep on "kajiao' her! grrrrr. so she can't sleep! duh. n lata dar best friend came dwn n we all set off to adelene's place (dar's fren.) but it was fun..we played this really cool game. hilariously funnny lehhhh. dunno how to explain..but we got to down lotsa water n do super funny acts. n tt's all the fun i guess. the rest of the time is taken up by boring boringggg work. okay not exactly boring. wat with all the co-ambassordor campaign. Me-?? a co-amb for service? u must be kidding. i wld rather pisseddd aoff all those irritating customers with the 'du-lan' face. n yet ironically, i gootta grin!-widely n tolerate all their nonsence! n wat more must attend courses???!!!! hellloooo. OoOh..i feelll so involved. yea. where's the motivation factor? maybe a further pay rise?? heex.okay lyn...responsibilities!!
i finally met ah hao. we chat for so many hours! n we went window shopping! n i gave him harsh-reality-life. advice. Lol. n he feel stress. muahahhhaa. anyway it was always nice meeting up with him. can really talk our hearts out :) thanks for the 3 gifts :D
n yest sat, tt is. we almost quarrel. okay did we? we dint!? okay fine. i think we dint. but unhappy situation on both side i guess. r u piss off with me? m i piss off with u??? it seem so ambiguous. sigh. kay. i think i kinda provoke u 1st. but i hate being second to u, u get it?. maybe u wld neva understand wat i'm getting at. maybe at tt time i feel, why does this guy (guyX lets call him) treats me better then my own boyfren do? sigh. i'm a nutcase. but u came down afterall.. not meeting ur frens instead. i'm appreciative..but then. sigh. i dun feel good. i feel like such an unreasonable brat. i shldnt be so sensitive in future. n guyX thank you. (but my whole life can only revolves arnd one guy. so dun treat me too nice. frenship we'll stay.)
n i've been sooo lazy !! replying sms i mean. thanks mich for tt heart-warming good nite msg! mich u take care too! n forgot who else.. my brain so dead nw. nite peeps.
