- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
Accusations.
Monday, April 03, 2006
sorry for the absence. ming, i'm fine & not missing :) its just my stupid internet problem! since errmm last thursday? tt fatal HR SUBMISSION DAY! TSK TSK..INDEED WHEN THINGS GO WRONG, IT CAN! AT THE WORST POSSIBLE MOMENT! it is also the day when i almost have a heart attack. HAHAHA. due to some ACCUSATIONS by SOMEONE! ...my dear project group menber. i think my blood pressure shot real high. i WAS FREAKING MAD CAN! as recalled..from dear jeetha, she says i SLAM THE PHONE. & END OFF WITH THE "F***" word. Lol. CAN U IMAGINE ME...SUCH A mild-tempered girl provoked to such an extent?? yea cool. i never imagine too. but the accusations took me by surprise! cos its just like THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK. cept; i'm not the kettle. NOT AT ALL. muahhahaha. well welll...thanks TO JEETHA FOR STICKING UP FOR ME. i GUESS cos partly u were there when i open up tt so called SUPPOSE-TO-BE-EDITED document! and i was told to only put in the content page and print! oh man. think of the disaster if i really did hand in tt piece of work. I THINK U NEARLY HAD A HEART ATTACK TOO JEE?
but u know i've always argued that the 'F***' WORD is not a bad word. i think arguing with lim hong yan mostly. hahah. but indeed, it is found in the dictionary! :) i absolutely dun use words like cb..mtf..etc..it sounds so crude. and i'm not an uncivilised bastard. WAHAHAHAA. GET MY POINT. okay fine fine...i'm making things worse :D
okay back to the ACCUSATIONS! i was accuse of LYING ABOUT MY INTERNET PROB. tt i lied just so tt I CAN AVOID GETTING MY WORK DONE! TT MAYBE I WAS HAVING A HELLUVA GOOD TIME EH ENJOYING??? PARTYING?? BLOGGING??? and dun give a damn about my responsibilities. ahhhh. sounds so like me? well...i think many can vouch tt i'm absolutely not tt kinda person. BUT DUN GET ME WRONG. I DUN NEED NO CLARIFICATIONS NOR VOUCHING NOR WATSOEVER. cos people have eyes to see. and i dun think i even have to explain myself. its freaking clear to everyone. and even if u have to judge me, i dun give a two cents worth of ur opinions :) but the point is, i've done my fair share..and sometimes even more. but i never calculate with my project mates at all cos the basic point is, just get the bloody work done.
well anyway..i'm a very FORGIVING PERSON! and its not like some major problem. its just projects' probs. n yes i must be understanding tt in times of frustrations, ppl do say stuffs w/o really thinking. SO YES I UNDERSTAND SHE IS VERY MUCH FRUSTRATED. but i guess its due to her last min work. so yes, forgive and forget! and being the very forgiving person, i look through her work and found tt hey! at least it is kinda well-done, i praise her on her work. and i'm real sincere. cos at least u give me quality work despite the lateness. not like erm last term tt girl?? :) so welll...lesson learnt...1st, get ur facts right b4 u accuse anyone. 2nd, last minute work will cause heart attacks. 3rd, maybe i really should not take so much responsibilities for others work..like kinda taken for granted (thanks dear for that lecture :).
OKAY ONE LAST THING, MY INTERNET IS NOT OFFICIALLY BACK! I MIGHT BE DISCONNECTED ANYTIME SOON! and hopefully this entry gets posted..tmr the SINGNET PPL coming to my house to check the line..hopefully everything is back to normal.
i love my OTD GROUP! SO EFFICIENT AND ALL :D *big hugg to limhongyan for always getting the diskette from me and sending to the rest. u're my impt connnection! haha.
