i miss him so much! though its been only yesterday night since he left for his second diving trip. everytime he left, a part of me somehow die. cos its just not the same without him here, in Singapore! ahhh...the intensity of love. its kinda frightening. in the very beginning, i guess there's really no love at all. Just 'like'. and as the relationship progress, we slowly learn to love one another. and now, he has become a part of me; tt losing him is totally inconceivable. i cried when i saw those heartfelt words he send yest b4 he left; tt in the past he indeed have a problem commiting in a relationship. but now he had committed and i'm a part of his life. & he dun wish to see me leave. i'm the only girl he had lost his soul for. (cos of tt argument sometimes back, and the thought of leaving really did strike me.) sigh. if only u know tt u're part of my soul. tt i'll never ever leave u. till the end of time. our love seems to be on a totally deep level. and i'm indeed very thankful to God. love is a totally amazing thing. It brings not only happiness,. but pain too. Wait till u're completely ensnare in it, & u'll realize tt its ur deepest wish yet NIGHTMARE comes true :)
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