- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
There u'll be.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
its really amazing how we could relate our feelings to certain songs. or in fact, all songs. well, composers are like us; humans with a huge capacity to feel. even a song like the 'elmo song -this is the song, lalalala...elmo song!' lead me way back to childhood dreams..where eating, playing & sleeping are the norm. listening to such songs once in while has a tremendous effect on the lightening of one's soul. its reminds me of the times where pink cotton candies reign supreme, where power rangers, barbie dolls, batman, masak-masak are the answers to boredom.
i would say tt i've been blessed; with too many choices for many different kind of toys. thinking back, i din't really cherished wat i had.. simply taking for granted that my parents are rich and cld buy me any toy i want. in fact, my parents are not. i came from a pretty above average income family and there were times when we're really rich :) but we're really not tt rich after all. i cld'nt afford gucci, prada and the like. (& trust me i wld'nt buy those even if i have the money!) u're just buying the name, the high-status that comes with it. people in general are superficial i wld say. they need superficial things to keep them going. i wld'nt deny tt i'm not. but to a certain extent only. if i'm not, why wld i still buy nike, adidas, levi's product? :)
i guess it's a real world afterall where people judge u on the outside. people tend to be not-so-interested in those who wear really cheap looking clothes, jeans that looks like it comes from their grandfather's generation and hung oh-so-wrongly at the waist. (ever encounter ppl who dresses like tt? i did. and on the inside, though they were a tad weird, but they are much more nicer than many scheming & cunning girls out there. but it was hard, to get them to fit in with the clique tt i was with in the past.) sigh, its a tough world after all, u have to live up to so many ppl's expectation. bull-shit to those who says tt they dun really care bout how others see them and what others think about them. i'm guilty of the latter. okay, i m bull-shiting myself. cos sometimes when i say i dun care, deep down inside -i do care (maybe a lil, maybe alot, depending on the scenario and most importantly the people involved.) people in general seek affection and the need for acceptance.
erm, i was talking bout music right???? why have i side-tracked this far?????? oh man. okay back to music :) .....
but i really need to get back to my revision now!!!!! so. music next time aight? :))))))
and this is for MR CHENG CHUAN LIM.
in my dreams i always see u soaring above the sky; in my heart there will always be a place for u, for all my life. i keep a part of u with me and everywhere i am there u'll be. u teach me how to feel feel the sky within my reach. and i'll remember the strength u gave to me
i saw in u my light, my strength.
and i wanna thank u for all those times u were there for me.
