- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
Deep down inside.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
today was an extraordinary day. it was the first time i went to visit a deceased friend of mine. i miss him so much. when i stood in front of him, i had so much things to say to him. but i know his soul is no longer here in this world, nor where he's cremated. i believe he is somewhere up there, for he is one with a kind heart. i know that i do not have to go to that place to see him or to feel his presence; for he is deep down inside my heart. All i have to do is to reach out to the very inner core of my spirit, and he is there. i wished him happy birthday. i thank him for his brother; a friend indeed i've found in him. his mum still cries daily. i can feel the pain, the sorrow, the anguish. its all so real. tears were suppressed thrice; i was surprised at myself...to know that tears still lingers.
this world is so unpredictable. sometimes i feel so suffocated.
today was enjoyable. thanls little one :)
2005/12/18. the day since u were gone.. how time flies..
