- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
BAH!
Monday, July 31, 2006
boohoohoohoo. the sleepy bugs are attacking ferociously in the day time..which is so wrong! but they come in the night too =D rest is more than adequately sufficient. for now.
wait till the projects' datelines draw nearer & nearer.....then u can hear me scream in absolute exhaustion, frustration and what nots! hmmmm...i really really must pull my socks up high high.
the first step has been taken though, GREAT PLANNING has been done, or rather is still taking place! HOHOHOHO.
so many friends' birthdays are arnd the corner! and tt special day ^_^ hmmm...fiona's and q-jie bdays are arriving... can't wait to celebrate national day with tt patriotic spirit too. heh heh heh.
i miss him so so so very the much! & i just wanna let the boy know tt i really appreciate him being by my side all these while..maybe not physically..but mentally. maybe in some ways u're not the perfect boyfriend i desire, but i want to let u know that it dun really matter to me. seriously.cos i accept u for who u are, and i dun wan u to change. i love u for who u are. i'm not perfect too, so please love me for who i am :)))))) i also understand that sometimes u need ur own space..to search for ur own identity..not tt u dun love me..but...its just u. so believe tt i trust u, trust tt ur love will never falter. and if u really really need me sometimes, come to me. i cherish every moment spent with u cos moments like those are hard to come by..even if its easy to come by, i will not stop counting my blessings. heh. but, if one day u really really drift out to far shore; and no matter how far i reach out for u, i could'nt reach u like before, please let me know. only time can prove the existence of true love. at least i have u for now! yayyyy!
jeezzz.....i'm a lil love sick.
all are forgiven.. i dun need to know the truth, i dun wanna know the truth. only God & u know the truth. i dun need to listen to explanations, nor need to read any explanations. just trust tt i sincerely forgive u and accept u for who u are. i understand tt humans are not perfect..so in some other ways..i might offend u too. but we all know the importance of solving the underlying root of the problem. i just ask u to be totally honest with urself and me. if i provoke u to any extent, please dun hide it inside. cos we're only all too human.
