- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
LOVE BLUNDER.
Friday, September 15, 2006
this guy's a perfect gentlemen.
he opens the car door for u, wait till u get seated and then closes the door for u.
he messages u every now and then thinking what u're doing.
he worries that u are too stress with ur projects and constantly offers help and urges u to sleep early and not work thru late nights.
he orders the largest portion of food for u, afraid that u might get hungry.
he put in alot of hard work to make u happy :)
he sents u home everytime.
he cleans his car everytime he's fetching u.
he's not pushy, he accept a NO for a NO.
he allow u to be the first girl to see his mum.
and the lists goes on and on...i'm just starting to get to know him. maybe its just the beginning stage.
guys are guys :D
still, how good or angelic he is, i think he can never replace another someone in my heart. he's nice and all, makes a good boyfriend. but after giving much thoughts, i knoow i will never ever allow myself to fall in love with him.
i love my darling boyfriend. LOVE. and i think no one can even come close to compare. he's not perfect..and perhaps lacks some qualities that the other has..but i still love him..a helluva lot. no wonder they say love is blind. u learn to see past the flaws and love him for who he is. he might not be as sweet, caring or concern as the other...but i just can't attach a reason to it. They call it love...ahhhh...the power of Love..heh.
someone once commented:"the time together, 2 years or more is just a number, dun hold much significance..cos the heart can change so fast within a snap of a finger." i dun really agree..to me...2 years is so much more than a number..it includes the countless happiness, smiles shared, hugs exchanges, heartbreaks, tears, sorrows, hope, kisses, waiting, sharing of dreams, promises, love.
LOVE IS SO MUCH MORE, IT KEEPS US WANTING FOR MORE...ITS LIKE WE'RE INTOXICATED.
DARLING MUM THOUGHT I WLD STRAY AND SHE GAVE ME A HUGE PIECE OF HER MIND! HEH. THE BOYFRIEND HAS HER TOTAL SUPPORT AND ACCEPTANCE.
i know u're so stress up with school work.. but i dun wanna see u so unhappy it hurts to see u so.... let me come close, let me share ur sorrow and worries i wanna be right there for u.
even that short FRIENDSHIP date with the other makes me feel so damn guilty.
u have to trust me. my heart is yours alone.
sigh.
I JUST SUDDENLY FEEL THAT I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT U. FORGIVE ME.
