- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
SOMETIMES.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
you know, sometimes when certain things went wrong, or rather stagnated at an undesirable stage, you yearn for another chance to start all over again. you badly wish for another chance to make things right again, to find that familiar-happy bubbles kinda feeling again, or to turn back the clock and prevent things from turning out the way they are right now. sometimes (if u're lucky), u get another chance. but more often than not, that oh-so-familiar saying -"that's life" sinks in, and we're left to deal with accepting the inevitable. acceptance is kinda the later stage i guess, where all hope has been given up, all will has been exerted and all courage has been shown. it takes a lil more than courage, determination and effort to try and make things right again. its a lil more than that..but at this moment, my mind can't really fathom. maybe hope does keeps one going.. but at tt lil corner of our minds, we ask ourselves -"till when?" how long will the wait gonna be? so somehow or another, everything will eventually die out...hope, passion, desire, determination. courage is still of the utmost importance i guess. u take the first step out, u face it bravely (rather then wallowing in self-misery), embrace the changes. u either succeed or u fail. if u succed, congratulations :) if u fail, take it as a blessing in disguise :)
i'm glad i'm given another chance. for those who are not given a second chance, recite -> "that's life" :D
i'm thankful for life's simple blessings too..thanks mummy dearest for tt new handphone and a whole lot more others, daddy for just being there always, and for the friends that never fail to brighten my day up. and of cos to that WONDERFULLLL boyfriend who kept complaining tt i'm eating alot of junk food, yet passed me two big bag of chips! :))))) (p.s...its finishing soon..heehee)
recently the boy's at ntu, so kinda hard to buggg him out for supper (no, i dun wanna travel to ntu :) ), and i've been working night shifts for the whole week so far..so kinda hard bugginggg him.
tomoro's re-enrolment day, and hopefully gets to cable-ski after tt- provided it dun rain and tt pms girl wanna cable-ski. haha! and then off to CHOMPCHOMP for food i guess..with the ny gang.
