- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
EVERYTHING SHOULD FALL IN PLACE.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
it's really kinda weird to wake up at this time of the night, or rather morning. not that i want to, but the body's kinda amazing. hahaha! cos i'm a sleepaholic, and maybe there're just too many stuffs on my mind. i'm starting to feel the heat from school as well and i can't wait to get everything started. but first, i rather things around me be organized first. like how i've been spending the past few days clearing up my ridiculously messy room. and the wardrobe is even worse with like one huge tons of shirts, jeans, and bags to be given away :) and and..and i need to alter like one huge pile of jeans as well!:( sigh...guess i'll leave that aside perhaps and put more importance on my bookshelves. that's another disaster i tell u! gosh!
okay, i really should stop ranting and ranting bout how messy everything is...hahaha!
getting used to the way certain things are, dun wanna care too much, dun wanna place too much hope, dun wanna adjust my time and schedule and all to accomodate.
there comes many times in life when i know that i must be very understanding. but sometimes i dun really wanna be short-changed, u'know like settle for second best. in certain times, it kinda feels sucky as well, like a kid being given her favourite lollipop, and alas! the lollipop went into some drain! =D
okayokay, more positively, i like my recent shopping sprees :) and work at the cafe has been like one huge kind of reshuffling. and some red t-shirt just can't understand the way we work. i guess he prefers the tortoise kind, yet we're the hare. okay maybe some of us ONLY. IF HE thinks wheelock's outlet is small and thus there's not a need for such a pace. then i guess he haven really adjust to the envivonment yet. and what's funny is that he made that comment during a full-house situation. helllo? we dun need to impress u =D
what else, there's like a 101 million stuffs in me waiting to break free, but those have found a peaceful, solitude right at the very bottom of my heart, so i'll just leave it for now.
i'm feeling nostalgic. but times like these will pass :)
was browsing thru my pictures when i saw this pict. kinda portray my feelings right now. and i dunno why the hell i looked so worried in this pict :) can u find me? muahahaha.
