- As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place...
thru the looking glass.
Monday, April 16, 2007
sometimes it sucks being a girl, cos girls gets very much emotional certain times. and this is exactly the time when my emotions try to get the better of me. been thinking alot lately, bout certain stuffs, certain thoughts, feelings. can't really register it clearly. nor wish to define it,nor to put a name to it, nor to attach some significance. maybe because of fear. not really sure of the answers i'm looking for. cold hard reality. dreams of emptiness, casablanca hopes. all sounds like nothingness. read a good book today, and it paints a really beautiful picture. one that i crave for. the perfect solitude. but like many other fantasies, it exists in fairytales and storybooks only. if only dreams can be easily lived, then we wouldn't be building castles in the air. singapore's so constrained, it feels like living hell sometimes. i needa getaway at times like this. with someone who will understand what the hell i'm talking about or thinking, this minute, this hour. maybe everything has not fall into place. yet. but i'll find the answers. and i'll wish that....nevermind, somethings are better left unsaid. i know i sound a tad confusing right now, but i just need to get everything off, everything random. study period is coming soon. be my last mugging period, and i know i'll hate it. but maybe love it at the same time. made a record breaking 5 beary sundaes today. ha! and i'll treat u to *full bear bear if u want =)
i can't really fathom why the hell i'm blabbering. ignore me.
